I thought to ask, if we can find out his side of feelings for me, after months have passed since he forced to break things apart.
Jupiter in Cancer in the 5th house (exalted — strong romantic feelings). Mercury in Leo in the 5th house (also in the romance zone, but no aspect to Jupiter). Moon is the co-significator, in Taurus in the 2nd house (exalted — stable, affectionate and emotional). This already shows how much still I hold feelings for this man. Must be crazy. By the way, we might talk at work sometimes, but we don’t talk about emotions, at all.
We are in the same 5th house, shared focus on romance. But no aspect, no connection. He is in Leo, self focused, probably full of pride or his feelings are buried under his ego, also cadent, unable to take any action towards me. I think he sees me as his work friend ? (I am in his turned 11th house) .
Moon in Taurus shows some warmth in the emotional flow, lingering attachment from both sides or just me ? No aspect between Mercury and Jupiter, no romantic interaction. No mutual receptions between Mercury and Jupiter either. We are not sharing our feelings with each other, which is correct as I stated above.
No translation/collection of light from moon either. Moon’s next aspects are
1. Moon sextile Jupiter
2. Moon sextile Venus
3. Moon square Sun
Venus is also in 5th house, Mars is in 7th. Mars like him, do not know what is represented by Venus, could be an another woman. I really hope someday this universe would have some mercy on me, this breakup has actually torn down every bit of self respect, accomplishments I achieved in my life. All my feelings are internal, I don’t bother him on it.
Just wanted to know what are his thoughts/feelings about me after months have passed, even if he contains hatred or indifference towards me. I do not know what I deserved, but definitely pain.
Thanks.
