Dream Ralph had of us: Dated Sept. 2018
When I woke up this morning, I was feeling down emotionally, and actually had been this way since going to bed the night before. It just seems sometimes, life isn’t worth it anymore. We are in our 70s, we are both sad not having our grandchildren in our lives and estranged from our daughters as well. The battle of life sometimes is just too much or so it feels at times.
I was expressing this to Ralph around 10 A.M. about this sadness engulfing me, when he said he had a dream but hesitated to tell me about it. It made him feel bad, because in the dream (around 4 A.M.) he saw me with 2 men and I was laughing. He angrily asked me why I was with them and laughing and I said something like “Because we never laugh anymore”…
He walked away and had a notepaper in his hand and on this paper were two addresses (perhaps past lifetimes, because I was also talking to him about my wondering if other lifetimes as alternate ones might be visited when we cross over)…where happiness was available. Its not like we recall the details or anything much about them..but philosophically, I wondered about this and said so.
In the dream, the paper showed 2 addresses which he attempted to find, as I had “lived there” at one time or other. He said he was going there, to “try & make me happy”…
In light of everything I spoke to him about consciously the next morning, this dream seems strangely déjà Vous, as though time was crossed.
In the dream, he parked his truck, but the truck disappeared minutes later when a man said to him, “I’m surprised it wasn’t taken sooner”
I always think of vehicles as conveyances of our soul onto this earth as a physical form. Yet this part still baffles me.
End of dream –
I was curious how the chart would look at this hour because of this strange time thing in the dream – my telling him of my feelings, but him dreaming of them many hours before.
My natal Moon sign (emotions) is 26 Leo – and here it is rising! Actually, my moon position is 26°40’ and his dream was the best he could estimate, and easily could have been off a few minutes either direction.
Venus rules the 3rd house of dreams or communications, and found in the 3rd at 05 Scorpio. It is actually conjunct my natal Chiron at 06Scorpio50’, but that could simply be another coincidence like the Asc.
The Asteroid with my husband’s name is the same degree as his natal South Node also in Scorpio. The SN is the past..and here falls into the 4th house conj. Jupiter. As a matter of face, Jupiter in this chart is conjunct his natal Ascendant at 18°37’. The Moon is 29th°56’ the last degree of the zodiac sign, and seems critical and I was very sad but in conscious life and conveying this in the other plane as well.
Juno (spouse) in the 28th°Taurus is opposed to his name asteroid in the 4th house and Venus in the 5th deg.Scorpio in the 3rd hs. Conj. my own n. Chiron is opposite the 9th house (higher plane) of my named asteroid with Uranus (it was a very unusual dream I thought, although there have been others equally strange in the past, though certainly not many)….Just when I’d think something and he’d pick it up in the dream for an answer.
I’m glad he managed to share this one with me, because he was very reluctant to do so originally, because it made him feel sad when he awoke.
BTW: So many coincidences reminds me of Carl Jung (see below post) insistence that they are not at all a coincidence but our very soul reaching out to tell us something. In this case it appears we crossed PLANES
