Response:

It’s clear that you are feeling frustrated, but I believe you are mistaken in your conclusions. No one is asking you to try to be happy or play a game. If you feel that life is miserable, ask yourself who inside you is having that experience. You are that experiencer and not the experience of misery. The soul is the uninvolved witness to the experiences in your life. It is neither miserable nor happy, tired nor energetic. Creating is a natural outcome of simply being alive, it is not a cruel game. The situations you find yourself in life, are not chosen in the conventional sense of the word. They are magnetized to you because they offer the necessary circumstances for your growth, and those requirements are determined by the actions and decisions you have made in the past. If you want off the roller coaster, then get to know your inner self. The priority is to authentically be what you truly are, whatever action and behavior follows from that will be easy and natural.

Love,

Deepak