with that well populated cardinal grand cross that includes jupiter to fuel even bigger energy to it, plus the neptune uranus to constantly upturn and dissolve …quite how would that work together? does uranus get trigered first and that creates the upheaval or sudden about turn, reversal, refusal etc and then neptune just completely dissolves whats left as if nothing had ever been? maybe so….
both uranus and neptune are hard to define. both are given to removing whats there is to allow fresh perspectives …. together with pluto they are the trio most people hate to see affecting them because none are easy to cope with. having them sit in your 7th means people…close relationships of all kinds including enemies since its the same closeness just reversed….. bring you these potentials to relate with or deal with…neptune(anxious, comfused, unrelieable) and uranus(unreliable, quirky, difficult, unpredictable). its like trying to grapple with fog and sparks.
anyway its a grand cross constant repeat cycle of personal loss and damage and emotional upsets.
with that grand cross though you have also a grand trine with moon mars, pluto and mercury. so quite a brilliant deep and strong mind with very good understanding of emotional drives. It gives you incredible mental agility and resilience to recover from the losses of your grand cross. you are good at understanding emotions and the emotional drives of people. this would make you an excellent analyst to get to the bottom of peoples problems. you can reach them quite quickly and understand them very well and in depth.
so while the grand cross is everything negative you know, the grand trine works equally well, gives you resilience and ability to recover, pick yourself up and keep going in ever repeating cycles.
i would suspect that you immerse yourself in others lives and could be the driver that helps them heal themselves, but then have to remove yourself to expunge all you have onboarded and refresh or reset yourself.
I think you are a catalyst that sets off healing around you. all you should do is not become as personally involved. you should learn to protect yourself and not be as affected personally. just your presence is what is needed to set off healing. but of course with your grand cross….it become a very personal involved affair that you get affected and take on their mantle of what pains them.
with the moon mars in the 12th, do you even know this is shat happens? or is it even secret from you?
what awareness do you hold?
with analysing your chart, this is why you identified them as inter connected. they are. the grand cross is a pattern that works like an exercise wheel that has you running constantly in fear of your life or to save your life or get somewhere in your life against all manner of vague threats and or unexpected sudden goings on that you csnt ever quite understand or expect…that in the end arent even quite there. all is ever just so vague and so unreliable resulting in just anxiety and uncertainty.
neither will ever stop, dont worry! your mind is your clearest and best fortified asset!
there is also a square from saturn to pluto which also is war like destructive…but given the power of the grand cross, it just add the final full stop of full, destruction.
