I am in a bit of a quandry re: positions in the chart shown. Your location by your pseudonym is given as
Amsterdam, yet you say to now live in Massachussets. Are you European born now living in USA (which fits a 9th house Sun) ? Or did you reside in Amsterdam at some time but were not born there? From this, I am wondering how accurate the birth time is because, from checking the midnight planetary ephemeris, natal planetary positions would cover a late evening/night birth in Europe, yet the chart shows an afternoon birth ‘somewhere’.
What is interesting from this viewpoint is that, according to birth date and time (natal Moon position), progressed astrological positions would indicate that Saturn has, or is finally about to turn to direct motion. IF it is ruler of a Capricon Asc., this would indicate a very important few years in how you look personally upon yourself, your age(ing), and, as curiousabout77 pointed out, its relationship towards your personal resources. If ruler of another house, its ‘life’ theme of structural personal responsibility (Ascendant) and withholding of initiative (Aries) is entirely different.
Secondary progressed Moon is working its way through Pisces, which could cause internal worry, confusion and instability, with progressed Mercury in Sagittarius and progreesed Mars in Aquarius both adversely aspecting natal Venus, ruler natal Sun. Altogether creating a sort of see-saw situation with which you are trying to find a balance.
With the conscious-raising outer planets all moving into new signs to positively make contact with this now ‘activated’ caution side in you within the next few years, answers within yourself could present themselves. A North node in Aries can mean working towards self assertion and initiative in one’s self without losing sight of the influence towards/ from others (South Node Libra).
