but with a grand trine feeding off the energy from saturn to moon, uranus…you can drain the bog by using your libra moon and uranus aquarius.
both moon libra and uranus aquarius are unfortunately very weak in characteristics. so its going to be a task just pinning those two down towards a middle!
moon libra vacillates, cant make decisions, cant hold opinions….its best characteristic is that it can be anything to anyone. its how it gets on in life…by mirroring others characters.
aquarius is too intellectually distant to wnat to associate with humanity and runs to solitary lofty distance.
those two now partner up with saturn gemini to firm the trine. saturn places controls over geminian ability and agility to shove millions of directions all going simultaneously ever which multi direction…. fine… but it then hinders the geminian best ability and fine mental agility and expression to utter dullness.
mercury is retro also…means its internalised…not looking out at current life potential….preoccupied. so things tend to need to be redone.
so you can see and get the gist that this wont change. its best to accept and use the single track and get in building a life with what you have…which is still pretty good and pretty brilliant.
you face repetition, slow progress, much controls and obsession causing fear of deep origins you wont ever get to the bottom of….because they dont originate from you.
but you are the elected clearing house for your genetic pile. in other words…new habits are needed…but family habits and connections wont let you go. this is where connecting with uranus tomprovide you with genius alternatives and that distance aquarius is good at…..and moon libra brilliance to reframe habits, emotions and reframe behaviour will drain that swamp!
the best way to engage with whatever blows up in your face and gets you made enough to want to engage is to….not! change attitude, dont engage, dont seek control. dont go for domination…..rather work on each presented fear and diffuse. now that you can get help on. how to diffuse! this pluto saturn opposition can get you into serious trouble and serious resulting health problems. its a fine balance of fight to the death here…. the bone crusher takes on the meat mincer…..you in the middle. dont take sides, dont get involved with issues.
career wise… i would honestly fully advise either architecture or civil engineering. architecture would use both your great art, your brilliant juoiter in cancer in 7th plus your great engineering ability to understand building block principles and how things function and can be used and reused creatively. here you are highly inventive. that can make you a brilliant career. i think you have ability towards becoming a great architect.
re educate if you need to. its way better to go get what you lack to fortify and move on in life than spend an entire life on low hanging fruit existing on little income because you resist a restart.