New Job and Anger – Deepak Chopra™️

Question:

For some years both my boyfriend and I have felt stuck at our jobs. We both wanted a change, but it seemed impossible to happen, probably because we´re not sufficiently interested in what we´re doing. I´m an engineer but feel that this is not what I´m meant to do, so this fall I decided to follow my heart and become an Ayurvedic consultant. I´m also a Reiki master and teach meditation, so I decided to give my dreams a chance and plan to start working with this besides my other job and hopefully have the possibility to work with this full time one day.

Since I´m sick and tired of my job and especially the atmosphere at my work, I wanted another job during the time I´m under education and building up my firm. So I decided to follow the Seven Spiritual Laws of Success and for a couple of months, in my daily meditation, I released my wishes about a new job to the universe.

It worked better than I could imagine. During one week, all problems about our jobs were solved in a miraculous way, it literally came to us without almost any effort.
We both got jobs at the same company abroad in a region that we had dreams of going to, but just thought would remain dreams. Also, the people and the company seem to be very nice. I also think that there might be bigger chances for my plans of working with alternative therapy since it is more accepted and common in this new country.

I feel like God has shown me that it is true that we get what we pray for, and I´m also very grateful to you for bringing me this wisdom through your books!

The only problem with all this is that even if I´m very glad and excited about this adventure, I have started to get attacks of anger. If someone says or does something I don´t like, I explode and get really upset. I don´t really know why I am so angry, but I think that all this is about how the job happened so fast that it scared me, I didn´t get very much time to think, suddenly it was just there. I also feel stressed about all that has to be arranged because of the move, and maybe this stress has made old anger pop up.

I think that the universe has given me a chance of doing something new and fresh and leave behind something that I don´t need anymore. When I think of moving, I feel good, and when I think of staying here, my whole body says no, so I´m sure it´s right to take this step,  so as you understand, this anger confuses me a lot. The worst of all is that I´m not very nice to my boyfriend when I get angry, and I feel sorry for him. I don´t really know what to do with this anger and I wonder if you could give me some advice how to handle this situation.