i have also found that in this life, it isn’t the spiritual that we are here for, but the low down dark and dirty we chose, to grapple with. that is because spiritual practice is exclusive to the difficulty of living in matter that we must ultimately battle with, overcome…in order to polish our skills….form a path and a life and use our skills to offer help to others less able at this sticky matter manipulation…..and those skills are all that we take with us and all that we come here for. how to manipulate energy to create a good outcome in matter…build a successful life, fulfil responsibilities, share skills, share!….that is all our goal. that is the prize. not spiritual exercise and knowledge.
but spiritual has its place to offer r&r and reward and recovery after daily battle for piece of bread. we are not left without some ability to shield from the severity of fight for life.
in your case, your abundant generosity would be very useful and attract to you abundant lesser able people. the need there is to seek balance between giving and creating dependence, to foster independence in others and retain freedom for yourself.
with mars square sun, its not going to be easy. you have your work cut out for you with a runaway nature that goes in every directless pathway, scenic options, loading up all possible avenues to try…all at once. gemini isnt known for depth of vision either…so any half backed and formed plan of action, attracts with vigour.
pluto sq mercury is your critical harsh master, demanding hardset conformity to what you think are ‘the rules’ to live by and apply. in this you have a harsh rod to go beat anything down to size and dispense your version of street l‘rule of law’. there is a strong need to bend the world to your way of thinking to sort it out for benefit you see is right. there is no half measure. your way or the highway. you are plugged directly into your generation group and express the common mindset. each generation has their own take on the matter of view of reality. your generation is loftier than most, because that is the world you were born into back then. i recall it well. it was a wonderful time! The last of the best of freedom and adventure when the world was still open with possibilities. between then and now things have changed. we live in harsher, more limited reality that is closing in on us from every angle. Roughly the ones currently in power are the tail end of the joneses and mostly the x genners moving up in control. So we have firm rules and methods still, all manner of needed qualifications, certifications, rules and lists, laws even, to adhere to and slowly dissolving into imbalance and frenzied cluelessness of the unbalanced xgenners… with the harsh masters of the risky knife edge group lining up to take us to edge of oblivion …all together in a society that is anyway slowly unhitching its goal posts from orderly care, more towards rigid individualisation.
by the time your group is ready to take the leadership roles, we will be just about out of time and surviving on little. just about then your group’s views, rule of ethics, morals and law might be badly needed.
so yes, we are all here to experience a vast change. but living through it is another thing all together. things are changing fast with little to no guidance. its becoming a wild west chaotic reality where those that can take the lead will benefit personally short term, but not necessarily for good of society.
not to worry because in the end it will all right itself into what it must be.
i think your personal generosity and ability to quickly pivot and change to meet necessity, plus your ability to emotionally recover and stabilise yourself for yourself and those around you… your understanding of methods, tools, energy and ability to use to build…anything…not only in career but any application needed in life…. will enable you to be a strong grounding post to surrounding chaos.
for now best to put spirituality behind you and centre in reality to gather skills and abilities. Fit into the current teaching methods as they have their use and are abundant. they will cease to exist. so those that have skills, will be needed. so yes…put on the mantle of conformity…it has its uses.
funny enough i suspect one of those uses is continuity to generations to come that wont have our way of ‘family unit’ as reference point in life, down the road. when they feel alone and dont know how to live with another because that isnt their reality. if you can conform to onboard now you can pass on these skills later to those that come in the future when the family unit and how to live in one, has long gone. it definitely is a skillset worth acquiring.
you are divergent and able to bend any direction, any discipline. you have inventive ability. you came prepared to be a strong pillar in cross wind. not a spiritual pillar although its good to have that also to self generate…because it provides you with vision, purpose and depth….but a real deal person that can turn their hand to fix anything and help with anything and act as a corner stone.
unless you can provide with material skills that will be needed when society and order breaks down, you cant be of much use. you were called, but you cant be chosen.
career wise, i think the training of engineering is hard to beat. it teaches a method for a mind set towards making real of anything. hard to beat such skills!
